Valixin's Dark World

You and Me

Valixin — Mon, 30 Nov 2009 09:20:01 +0000

They say at night, the stars shine so bright.
But the cloudy sky ruined the view.
It’s almost the idea of being without you.
And at the moment you give me the feeling you miss me as well.
Almost two weeks without the picture of your face.
I don’t know why i’m doing this.
But the alcohol seems to guide me just fine.
No shame, no fear of telling what i use to hide.

If you keep asking me to come,
I’ll take it a s you don’t want me to get over you.
That you soul or heart doesn’t want to quit.
But your mind tells a different story.
That you know what is good for you,
But secretly you don’t seem to care.

I don’t need all your time.
A little is enough.

Secretly I don’t want to give up.
But now you know the truth..

COMMENT:
This is what i send to a guy i really like.
But i had some alcohol that night.
But it ended up just fine…. XD

Ups & Downs

Valixin — Fri, 13 Nov 2009 09:41:03 +0000

Falling down is something we all do,
now and then.
But we should always get back on our feet.
I won’t let myself get defeated so easy.
You shouldn’t, no one should!
All the ups and downs,
are a way to learn that passes us on our path.
Don’t let them drown you!
Keep your head above the water.
So you can say that your strong.

In Love!

Valixin — Fri, 13 Nov 2009 00:02:37 +0000

Ohh my god, this feeling…
It feels so good. I’m really in love with this guy..
Kissing him, feeling him..
His breath on my skin.
Ohh my god, feels like i’m melting.
His eyes are so bright gray blue-ish..
And his smile so lovely..
It’s been a while that i felt like this.
AND I DAMN LIKE IT!

I told him i liked him, a lot.
He kissed me, it’s not a bad reaction.
He was being really sweet..

Confusing, Helpless, Love

Valixin — Thu, 12 Nov 2009 07:34:20 +0000

Sometimes love is a stupid confusing feeling.
Specialy when you don’t know what the person want. It.s like being so close but yet so far away.
but sometimes, they need time to understand there own feelings.
I’m always happy when he sends me a message.
Feeling a warm flow stroking over your body and soul.

Yet, i doubt if this going to work between us.
I already told him what i want.
Now it’s up to him?

I hope it will work!

We are like the tree’s

Valixin — Mon, 09 Nov 2009 15:17:05 +0000

Roots to keep them standing,
Branches to embrace the air,
Leafs to keep them alive,
And it makes them beautiful.
If our roots are not strong enough,
We will be blowen away by the cruel world.
If we have nothing to embrace,
Our leafs will die slowly.
Because our friends and family,
Are our sunlight and air.

We are like the tree’s

Searching

Valixin — Mon, 09 Nov 2009 15:07:37 +0000

Looking outside the window,
The sky looks so sober.
No tears have fallen,
No sun to shine above.
A little gray, a little blue.
Searching for an answer,
That no one can give me.
Only myself.
It’s to hard to face it.
I know what is good for me,
But i don’t want to let it fade away.

Without a heart

Valixin — Mon, 09 Nov 2009 15:00:17 +0000

It would be so much easier without a heart.
No hate to feel,
No love to share,
No more heart eaches.
There will be no pain,
There will be no sorrow,
But the worst of this all,
There will be no joy.

When to say

Valixin — Mon, 09 Nov 2009 10:17:35 +0000

Everytime I see you,
I fall for you even more.
Everytime I look into your eyes,
I feel like i’m melting.
I want to say ‘i like you’ in your face.
To make it personal and direct.
But will the moment ever come that i may say
‘i love you’
When to say?
When will be the perfect time?
Without pushing you away,
Or pushing you aside…

When to say, i love you

Not the same

Valixin — Mon, 09 Nov 2009 10:12:30 +0000

Every time you’re in my arms.
and every time I’m in yours.
You make me feel safe.
Make it feel so right.

But that is only when were alone.
Outside these four walls,
We just look and talk.

It makes me drive a little insane.
Because inside those walls you’re not the same.
It makes me feel so unsure,
It makes me feel a little pushed away.
And it makes me wonder,
If you will ever feel the same?

Jealous

Valixin — Sun, 27 Sep 2009 11:21:19 +0000

What is wrong with me?..
Can you say tell it?
I see her name in your messenger,
More then mine..
am I jealous?
Are you forgetting about me..
Is she stealing you away..
Your like a sister I never had.
And yet, I seem not good enough.
I can’t seem to help you.
The way to keep you away from pain.
I guess I’m really jealous.